Just wanna post this.... No, just wanna tell how I feel everyday.
"God unites people together for reason."
"God brings people together for reason."
At the beginning we don't know what the reason is but we are realizing it at the end. We learn much from people that we meet everyday or just temporary. Sometimes we think that those people aren't important for us but when we lost them, we feel loss. We feel empty. Sometimes people that we love, we think that people is our soulmate, our everything but they aren't. They leave us. For no reason. Or for other people that they love, they need, they think that people is more important for them than us.
Don't fallin' love too deep. Don't! I know, it's a consequence if we fallin' love with someone, we should ready for broken. We should accept it if they hurt us. But I think if we fallin' in love not too deeply, we won't feel broken too much. We won't feel that hurt much.
I don't know. I'm tryin' not to fallin' love too deeply but I can't. I'm that hard to fallin' love but once I'm fallin' love..... Yeah you know, it's hard to stop thinking about him. It's hard to forget him. And also it's hard to move on from him. Too hard. To be honest I'm always fallin' love with someone that I can't have. I'm just a secret admirer. I can't show that I've special feelin' for him because I'm that too dumb. I'm not type of person that so aggressive or showin' my interest to someone. I'm always do, like I haven't that feel. Flat. We just friend. It's more hurt that special person who always have chat with us suddenly they leave us and choose other people that perhaps for them is more interesting. I always get this. Get this thing. I just don't wanna fallin' love again. AGAIN. I hate myself so much. Why am I too dumb? Why am I too fool?
I shouldn't have longer life.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to live.
"God unites people together for reason."
"God brings people together for reason."
At the beginning we don't know what the reason is but we are realizing it at the end. We learn much from people that we meet everyday or just temporary. Sometimes we think that those people aren't important for us but when we lost them, we feel loss. We feel empty. Sometimes people that we love, we think that people is our soulmate, our everything but they aren't. They leave us. For no reason. Or for other people that they love, they need, they think that people is more important for them than us.
Don't fallin' love too deep. Don't! I know, it's a consequence if we fallin' love with someone, we should ready for broken. We should accept it if they hurt us. But I think if we fallin' in love not too deeply, we won't feel broken too much. We won't feel that hurt much.
I don't know. I'm tryin' not to fallin' love too deeply but I can't. I'm that hard to fallin' love but once I'm fallin' love..... Yeah you know, it's hard to stop thinking about him. It's hard to forget him. And also it's hard to move on from him. Too hard. To be honest I'm always fallin' love with someone that I can't have. I'm just a secret admirer. I can't show that I've special feelin' for him because I'm that too dumb. I'm not type of person that so aggressive or showin' my interest to someone. I'm always do, like I haven't that feel. Flat. We just friend. It's more hurt that special person who always have chat with us suddenly they leave us and choose other people that perhaps for them is more interesting. I always get this. Get this thing. I just don't wanna fallin' love again. AGAIN. I hate myself so much. Why am I too dumb? Why am I too fool?
I shouldn't have longer life.
I don't deserve to be happy.
I don't deserve to live.
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